You really have to experience this emotion to understand its strong hold on a persons mind.
Not only their mind, but their entire being.
I have been asking and asking questions regarding jealousy from people that experience it and people that have to deal with it through someone close to them.
I have written an article and I will let you read part of it before I continue with my thoughts.
"Jealousy as many women knows is a very hard emotion to control, it takes your stomach and twists it into knots until you scream for release.
Problem is when we scream it is usually misunderstood and frowned upon.
Jealousy has a mind of its own and it is strong enough to make us believe and see things that are not even there or that have not happened yet.
Jealousy can cloud our what is most of the time clear thinking.
Jealousy can make us worry and put our minds into a prison that we cannot escape; it locks the doors and does not let us out till it wants to.
Jealousy can keep our minds from sleep because it knows that sleep makes us strong and will help us to fight it.
Jealousy knows no rational thinking , feels as though it has no reason or rhyme, which makes it very hard to get support from people around us, and even harder to try to explain why we react as we do when we are captivated by this horrible emotion.
Jealousy does have a weakness though and that is LOVE and TRUST and women helping women to figure ways to combat this nasty thing that grows inside of us.
Jealousy can be redirected and from our site and all the help of women out there joining together we will defeat this , one step at a time.
I will not stop till I unlock and set myself free from Jealousy."
Jealousy is very much connected or may be even caused by ones low self-esteem.
It depends on the elements that each person experiences.
People of every size and gender can be afflicted by this emotional nightmare. It truly is a mind set.
There are several types of jealousy: mistrust caused by a breach of trust. mistrust caused by ones own infidelities, and the real beast that is born inside us without any reason we can explain.
Each one is a hardship and pulls us down into the loneliest place.
Imagine having a fear, and your mouth is glued shut so you are unable to voice your pain and terror.
This is a small example of how a person feels when their jealousy takes a hold of their mind.
If they talk about it, they appear accusing and confrontational.
Others feel they are being attacked for something they have no control of.
It truly is a no win situation for anyone involved.
But to keep it glued inside only gives birth to an ugly seed of pain, agony and real loneliness.
Jealousy feeds on our strength making us weak in our judgment of what is real and what’s not.
We are in a prison that separates us